Trying Again…. I am a Non-Sickerette Smoker

I am quitting.  Again.  I am so sick of smoking. I hate the way it smells, the way it looks, the way it tastes. 

It should be easy to quit.  How can I hate someting so much?  As much as I hate it, I love it… the way it smells, the way it tastes.  Honestly.

So, I am back on the patch and drinking tons of wine. I think I have a slightly addictive personality.