I Have Something to Say!!!

Oh boy, this is EXACTLY how I feel. I think it’s why I struggle with this blog. Some of my posts I base on what others might think. I am getting better at blogging what I think.

I have something to say. I just need to say it.

I don’t want to live my life making others happy. I want to be happy.

I feel as if there is some time-line I am up against. I’ve spent so long living my life for others and I know that I must begin to live my life now. I don’t want to spend a lifetime dreaming and hoping, talking about the places I want to go, the things I want to do. 

One of the things on my list….New York: I want to ride the subway to Times Square. I want to walk through the beautiful streets of the city. I want to see a broadway musical (since this is my first love). I have imagined this for so long that I smell the hotdog cart, I look up at the tall buildings and just stand in awe … reflecting. I can just see the lights at dusk.

Now my list goes on.  Perhaps I will start a page on “My Life’s To Do List”